Here Comes The Sun

Hello,

It's incredible..Kay has a new blog! Lots to tell and not much time (Religion ISU's = no bueno). I decided to make a new blog because A) the whole old one sounded depressing, and B), it is spring, so I thought, new season, new start (as cliche as that probably sounds).

So, to tell of latest events without having you fossilize while listening.... L (I am using initials instead of the person's real name..although I'm not sure why, seeing as if they do infact read this, they will know exactly who they are. Guess it just makes me feel special :)) got home from her exchange in Switzerland! I missed her so much, when I saw her all I did was pretty much stare because I couldn't believe it was her. It's strange how three months can seem like an eternity. But in a way, it was as if nothing ever changed.. she is still the same good ole L I know..my partner in crime. My fellow Charlie's Angle. The one I am going to jump out of a cake with when I grow up (yes, so we have some pretty meaningful life-long goals). We had fun; there were many pictures shared, and stories to catch up on.

S is still dating A, which is cute I will say. It was awkward when they first started dating because of the whole my-best-friend-is-dating-my-best-guy-friend thing, but now I don't think they could have picked anybody better. S seems strangely quiet lately though. Well, she talks and everything.. but I just have a feeling that something is wrong with her. She keeps on saying it is school, but I dunno how school can get a person down like that, seeing as we are all going through the same courses and everybody else is doing fine. Oh well, hopefully she will tell me soon.

X is back in school again, which is pretty awesome after three months of him being out. I think he is improving, at least I hope so. I am still hoping to have him come to Canada to stay for a few days in the summer, so that should be pretty awesome if my parents let him stay. Then he can meet all my wacky friends here :D

So, now the thing that is probably troubling me the most. Well, not exactly troubling... I am not upset, but I suppose it is the most confusing thing at this point in time. I am dating C, who is in the same grade as me. He is a really cool guy, he's really sweet and we have a lot in common (specifically, an obsession with animals, and the Beatles). Problem being, we have been "dating" for a week, and something just doesn't feel right. I can't exactly pinpoint what it is, but something is wrong. I think part of the problem is we both have different ideas about relationships; he is more of a PDA kind of person than I am. Like, I can see kissing goodbye and such after you have been dating for a couple of months, or a year or whatnot (everybody has their own speed), but is it really necessary to be doing that after only a week? I think a major part of the problem is that I never really got a chance to be friends with him before we started dating, and I think that kind of bothers me. It's like he didn't even really know me, and yet he asked me out. Well I suppose getting to know somebody is what dating somebody is for, but still...I think I kind of miss that aspect that we were not friends first. Maybe I have just been single for too long. Maybe it is part of my destiny to become a cat lady, so anytime I come within a five foot radius of a guy, I freak. Sometimes I wish that God could just hand me the person I am destined to marry and be like "Here ya go Kay, fear no more; there IS somebody who doesn't have four legs, a tail, and meows out there that loves you and is meant for you!" But then again, I suppose that is what growing up is for, and the search is all a part of life. My new friend J is lost somewhere in the dating game as well. I met him in New York City when we went with the choir and band this past April (well, technically I knew him before then, but I never really talked to him). He is a really cool guy, on the bus ride home we discovered that we were both equally hostile towards dating. To tell you the truth, I admire J because he isn't one of those guys who will just date somebody for the sake of dating somebody. He has been single for awhile now, yet he still believes that there is somebody out there for everyone. I think that is so awesome that he doesn't give up, and I am convinced that he will find somebody soon because of his supreme coolness, there aren't too many guys out there like him :D.

Anyways, I will stop my dating rant for now before I bore an innocent victim to death. I should probably be working on my religion ISU on the Crusades, but some of it makes me cringe to read about what horrible things Catholics did to people. I suppose things like that happen a lot nowadays, what with Iraq and the genocide in other countries..but it is sickening to think that they as Catholics convinced themselves that God wanted them to do that to people, and that it was okay. Alright, I'm off, no more procrastinating for Kay!

Until Next Time,
Kay